A portrait of a soldier gravely wounded on a battlefield. The painting used cultural understanding of religious depictions of the wounding and death of Jesus as a language to communicate the pain felt by the subjects of the painting. I took a picture of it because it is hard for me to comprehend how someone can be that good at painting.
Todays question: How do I get off my phone more?
In his video If we didnt have cell phones, Trey Kennedy explores what life would be like, you guessed it, without cell phones. The video is lighthearted, but it made me think. Our generation, and the generation after us, is growing up in a world where its increasingly rare to not have a cell phone at our fingertips. The concept is simple, but its implications are relevant for almost everyone.
Ive played piano since I was about eight years old. Its been rewarding to go from fumbling through scales to being able to sight read just about anything I want to. But as Ive gotten older, its become harder to keep myself focused on practicing. Its not uncommon to be learning a song off Youtube, and get distracted and start watching other videos instead. A lot of the time, it feels like an uphill battle between what I know will pay off and make me happy in the long term, and sliding into mindless indulgence.
I think this is a pretty common phenomenon. Ive heard about (and seen) countless instances of someone sitting down to do homework and getting distracted by their phone and watching TikTok or looking through Instagram for an hour instead. Infinitely scrollable entertainment is nice. Too nice, Id say.
So, what is one to do when you cant seem to get yourself out of the cycle of opening social media, scrolling for a bit and closing it, just to open the app again a few minutes later?
Theres this text post by Tumblr user slasherdean I love that reads, When was the last time you read a book and paid attention to every word and actually tried to absorb what you were reading. When was the last time you saw a piece of art and considered the hours it took to bring it to fruition. When was the last time you closed your eyes when listening to an album for the first time and kept them closed until the final song ended. Have you gone to the park lately just to watch the birds fly from perch to perch? Have you stopped to count your blessings?
I went to an art museum last weekend. Ive been to art museums before (art is cool and I enjoy it) but something was different this time. It struck me how each and every painting had a story, how every work there was the result of years of studying form and technique. Its building on years of tradition: reinforcing, challenging, breaking. So many people expended countless hours and blood, sweat and tears to create a product that I might not have even stopped to give a second glance.
I think the way we use social media has given rise to the main character era: the sometimes serious, sometimes sarcastic and usually somewhere in-between, idea that you are the main character of life. Its fun to imagine that the universe revolves around you -- Ive definitely had my fair share of main character moments.
But I think in the context of this discussion, its important to get yourself out of the main character mentality. The world we live in is a collection of processes that have been countless years in the making. It is so easy to feel like you are constantly the epicenter of the universe, and right now is the only thing that matters, but I think that is a big contributor to this generations underlying existential despair.
Im going to break the fourth wall for a second and let you know that I dont really know how to finish this column. In truth, I dont have some hot take or sage wisdom to bring you about getting off of your phone that you probably havent thought of.
All I know is this. I think in many ways, the nature of being alive runs counter to the idea of instant access to everything all the time. I think there is a lot of inherent value in the slow, repetitive nature of living, in gradually building skills and friendships and things that make your life meaningful to you, and sharing the things you find important with others.
So when youre feeling stressed about always being online, I think its a great reality check to take a step back and let yourself feel the weight of time passing: think of the person youre becoming, the things youre accomplishing, the people you care about that youre building relationships with. Your life is here for you, whenever youre ready.
Good luck out there, readers. Be kind to one another, and be kind to yourself.
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This column was written in collaboration with the column Logging Off. Click here for Jasmines column and here for a podcast where we talked about our unfiltered thoughts on technology and being mindful!